Thursday, June 7, 2012

If you could would you? This is also a confession

Lets say by some magical gift you knew the password to everyone's (People in the entire world) Email or Facebook password... pretty much their password to anything. Also if you could read anybody's journal/diary would you read/peek to see?

Sadly I would. If you left your email on or left your journal out MWAhahaha I would read it =P I don't know why but I have a incredible thirst to know peoples thoughts and feelings? Haha I bet you're thinking right now "Robert you MONSTER that is private!" For your knowledge if it's to deep I skip over it... most of the time. (Chuckles) People shouldn't leave things they don't want anybody to see out in the open.
 Maybe it's just the history of the thought? Like when I touch something, a door knob, a rock or the soft patch of grass under a tree where someone would sit. I enjoy daydreaming about that object/place wondering who and how many people have touched that very same object as I did. What were they thinking when they sat under that tree? Did some ancient person pick this same rock up?  I can't help it. It's like.. um.. I don't know how to quite describe it accurately...  a lot like when a artist looks at a painting or a dancer looking at someone else choreographed dance. They are trying to discover what that person is trying to express. So with myself when I see little notes or scribbles I stop to look at them and try to figure out what the person was really feeling or thinking about when they created that picture or wrote that note. 

Wednesday, May 16, 2012

Family!

This is my family. I have tons and tons of love for them!! =) We are standing oldest to youngest. I'm youngest of the boys... so as you can tell I'm at the far right end. (I think I'm 11 or 12.) Of course I'm pretty much the second tallest now. HA Ha.

The Girls names oldest to youngest: Cherise, April, Krista, Trisha, Shantel, Anna (Celeste) and Cammy.The Boys: Troy, Jon, Heber, Richard and myself Robert!


This is my reduced family... haha Everyone that still lives at home... well almost everyone. My brother Richard with the "Player" shirt is in Idaho going to college. This picture was taken a year ago...(So I'm 18 in there.) It was our last day living in our Rigby house. =( We said good bye to my brother, then headed for NM.



Tuesday, May 8, 2012

List of my most favorite songs that I can listen to over and over again.


First up are my feel good selection.

1. "Oceans Avenue" by Yellowcard. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1HRlDATxODg


2. "Swing, Swing" by All-American Rejects. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KtypSRcwIhA&ob=av3e

3. "First Dance" by Never Shout Never. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZqQRec4v6ts

 4. "Check yes Juliet" by We the kings. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_lp3BZD12aE

5. "Fun". ft Janelle Mona. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UJtWiUpBJ9s

 The songs I listen to when I feel like a romantic gentlemen.

1. "Out of my league" by Stephen Speaks. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_d_N9dp_zWI 

2. "If you're not the one" by Daniel Bedingfield. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p3bFOT1e-AU

3. "All About Us" by He is We. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qC9rJZKUAPg

4. "Two Is Better Than One" by Boys like Girls. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LxffT9lwHOY

5. "If We hold on together" by Diana Ross. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uGVQJKgqgY8 

If I'm in a jaded mood this is what I listen to.

1. "Hate" by Plain White T's. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=efle7lmk1fg

2. "Brick By Boring Brick" by Paramore. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A63VwWz1ij0&ob=av3n

 3. "Somebody That I Use To Know" by Gotye. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OdFJiiau3J4&feature=related

4. Time Machine by The Click Five. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qv3IIe4lma8

5. "Not meant to be" by Theory of a Deadman.   http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ivu2ktfompc



Past memories that make me smile.

I would have to say this was my first real song into the modern day of music. Before it... all I listened to was real old oldies. (Which I still very much like) My brother of a friend sent me this song right between the 1st and 2nd Sat. General Conference sessions. (I was 13) Tim and I were on MSN chatting. Tim is a huge fan of music. He listens to just about anything. ( A large part of his musical taste is Country.)
When we chat on MSN Tim would usually send me a song to listen to- (I think it was because he wanted to listen to something more... energetic than oldies when he was with me.) Tim is the far-est thing from an oldies fan. I don't know if any body else remembers MSN chatting. It was pretty popular before everyone my age started getting cell phones and switched to texting. The way the story goes is that when Tim sent the song clip.. I was chatting with someone else.... the song started playing and I heard the organ part of the song and thought Conference was starting so I hurried and said good bye to Tim and left only to find I still had another half hour. haha 
Even though this is a song about a break up. I get all up beat when I hear it. it's the only song I can actually sing along with with. (aka the only song I've memorized all the lyrics to by just listening to it.) 

Tuesday, April 24, 2012

Somethings you see accidently but wish you didn't.

Do you ever feel... Like you shouldn't be looking at something? Then as a result you feel so SO horrible and sick after seeing it? Well I just saw something that made me feel that way... I was super bored and so started exploring other blogs. I just kept hitting that *Next Blog>>* button at the top. After skipping all the creepy cat & dog lover blogs, I came to one that I simply just couldn't turn my eyes from... My stomach started feeling turning and I got those prickle things that go up your spine and make the back of your hair stick up? My blood was definitely moving. Once I saw the first picture, I became hooked. I couldn't close the window, (webpage) nor could I stop exploring the blog. Even now I've been trying to keep my mind from wandering back to those images..........='(.......    You know IT'S CRUEL TO TAKE PICTURES OF FOOD!! ESPECIALLY DESERT! Cookies, Cupcakes, french pastries... =d  You can see how delicious they look but no way of partaking ...such a injustice lol Those pictures made it all the worse. (I forgot my lunch for work again.... I'm starving..)
 I can't control my stomach/mind...
 Food or even looking at food can become so addicting... I understand why The Words Of Wisdom talk about "eat meat sparingly" and so forth. That's tough in it's self-I mean even looking at diets..THAT food especially looks good, just because you know your Mom (or Sister) won't let you touch/look at and the absolute worst... Not get to EAT ANY OF IT!
My friend Brady and I talked about this a long while back haha Yeah, you don't get to eat quite as much while on a diet.. BUT what you do eat looks so scrumptious. Bowl of salad, full of yummy vegetables like, lettuce, tomatoes, cucumbers, bell peppers of different colors, sprinkles/bits of chicken or beef and that dressing drizzled all over it. ( Zesty Italian)  OR the meat! I wish I ate meat everyday, even if you already eat a lot of meat- Just looking at food makes you more hungry. The Shake diets even attract the eye of certain investigators of interest. (ME) You know those shake diets? Where they have different flavors (cookies n cream, fruity smoothie like) or the soup shake. (Taco soup is the one I tried and that was tasty.) that kind of diet looks good too! Except for the green drink. I think everyone holds a gag at the sight of one of those.. Yuck! Just eat grass, same thing. 
For the most part they have a schedule or list of what you can eat. For a teenage boy that is important or else you start experimenting with food... like smashed potato and corn beef  mixed on a frying pan, with sprinkles of taco seasoning on top. I've used water instead of milk for dipping my Oreo s in once upon a time..... haha My dad has one that I won't even touch in thought. He makes peanut butter and pickle sandwiches. =S
If you've seen 17 again? that pretty much sums it all up. "I'm hungry.. All the time!" as he's sitting on the counter with food everywhere and spraying a can of cheese whiz in in his mouth. YUP... life of a Teenage boy is sooooooo hard sometimes.